Get me outta here!

Minggu, 23 Juli 2017

This present life.

Being a wife for almost 6 months, not too many things feels different than before. Things are not quite change as a whole..except..wake up in sunshine morning then thinking for a while about our breakfast today, washing and ironing clothes twice harder, shopping more groceries, squawking more often to push you to take a bath, to fold our blanket, to put everything in their right place..only if you were here. Only if we take a shelter in one place, only if we lie down on same bed, only if we met in the end of week, only if..
Life not really like others..we have our meal by ourselves, we sleep on different bed, we talk our whole day by phone, we're separated by miles..
If you asked me what's my favorite day..you literally know the answer. Friday is the happiest day, Monday is the hardest day. May be enough to ruin my day. This never be easy to let go of you..looking at your back while praying and hoping so that the day come faster to bring you back again.

This is certainly different from long distance relationship story like a couple before marriage. More than that..this is about the emotional bounded as a spouse.
Somebody doesn't know exactly how it feels..till s(h)e runs it by her/himself. Indeed.

You don't have to be worried. Our memories has locked up in my head, then spin over, over, and over. I hold these as a reminder that I have you as a man to raise me up when I was down, to make me laugh when I almost cry, to share your shoulder when my head feels severe, to give your support when I said why are these going to be so complicated?๐Ÿ˜”

You said, this would be worthed to wait..until Allah SWT implies..there will be time for us to have pillow talk everynight side by side. There will be only inches between us. Not in miles.

Last. Wish we get stronger as time goes by..so that we can strengthen each other.
Though we often fight and argue a lot, but we have much more love for each other. I adore you. My partner in life. Dear Husband.

We have run for almost 6 months and still counting. This never be easy to grow old with you for ups and downs. Nevertheless my whole life with you, things around us gonna be joyful and peaceful.
Thank you for caring and loving me this way.
I love you to the moon and never back.

Yogyakarta, 17th July 2017. 9.02 PM
(writing while you're sleeping)
Love,
6th months wife ๐Ÿ’—